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GUYS ARE A BIG DISAPPOINTMENT!!!!!!!!!!!! Blah..... i give up... ill just stay single grow old and live in a house full of cats. i shiver at the thought =[

Waiting aint that bad...

Waiting seems to pay off. I like it when he decides to im me. I dont have to im him up. Makes my night.... I think I finally caught something. =] hehe it was my "body pillow" goodnite to the world.

Am I wasting my precious life away?

Well today my friend told me something that really made me start thinking.... Why am I waiting for one guy to realize that he likes me when there are other guys out there who already know that they like me? Lol and in my head i answered that question... those guys just arnt right to me. I wanna find the right one for me right now. We might not last forever but at least i know well be together for a while right..? Its not soo fun when youre walkinga round the mall shopping all by yourself and you see couples past by. All the smiles and laughter you here, the kisses and held hands you see. It shouldnt bother me you see because I have been single for a while now, but it does. cuoc doi la the cu troi mai tren dong song....

Let us play the waiting game...

Well how should I start? Hmmm... well this whole week of school has been amazingly disappointed. School is so stressful now. Then end of the semester is almost here, which means FINALS. Great aint it. Anyways... on the bright side I made pretty good Kim Bap. I was very proud of myself. It tasted pretty good to me. Note to self: THE KIM BAP DIET. LMAO. Ok on to other better things. I'm pretty sure you are eager to hear about me and well that person, and well we are pretty much the same as we've always been. It's sad but sometimes I think he is completely oblivious to the fact that I'm interested. I guess I should be more flirtatious so he really understands that I like him, but if I were in his position I'd be totally freaked out!!!! So, yes I'm basically playing the stupid waiting game. That is where one basically continues to sit and wait for the day the other person realizes "Wow, she's been right her all along" and Lord knows how long that could take. It gets frustrating when he doesnt answer me back when I text him, but he says he was busy and hes apologizes for it. Sometimes it kinda makes me a little bit on the down side, because like if he was really interested in me he'd go out of the way to always be in contact in me right? I think thats how things usually work out. I hope to God that I'm wrong. Maybe if I get some sleep I'll stop thinking about this nonsense. Goodnight my loves....